Leadership Camp - Day 1

it's been a while since i neglected my blog..

but i don't think people even care if i update my blog or not..

tsk tsk..

ohh well..i'm done with my finals like finally..

and i did really really bad in my finals..

sigh sigh sigh..

buhh-byee 4 flat.. =(

but..IT's SEMESTER BREAK!

i will not let it affect my mood.. =)

so..

went to a leadership camp for 3 days 2 nights at Gombak..

it was really fun..like REALLY FUN!

gather in the canteen foyer before we leave..

in the bus

after 30 mins..finally we reached!

we got our phone confiscated by the seniors.. =(

they are excited..hahah..

learning how to set up our tent..

after 5 mins.. =X

spot wilson..hahah..

the masterpiece of the DOVES! =)

decorating our pokeballs.. =P

my masterpiece!

actually..i'm kinda lazy to write the caption for every photos..

so just enjoy the photos la..

tsk tsk..

the photos below was during the station games..

we are eating bitter gourd..RAW BITTER GOURD!

throughout this leadership camp..

i have learn a lot..

it makes me realize that if we are willing think out of the box..

we will be able to see things differently..

ever since i join this society..

i have became more outspoken..

we have this some sort of open interview on nomination of BOD during the camp..

and i actually dare to speak in front of more than 30 people SPONTANEOUSLY in english..

so not me harr..

hopefully i will get the post i want.. =)

last but not least..

THE CRAZY PEOPLE!

stay tuned for day 2 and day 3.. =)

Hello 2012?

so it's 2012..

but it makes no different to me..

i cried to bed and woke up with tears..

this is how i end my 2011 and begin my 2012..

was alone in room last night..

so kinda thought of lots of stuff..

so wanted to get out of the room and find someone to avoid the emo-ness..

but it seems like all the people have their own plans going on and having fun..

so why would i wanna interrupt them since..

i was the unwanted one..

well at least a message from an old friend makes me feel better.. =)

this year..

i just simply wish that i could have a happier life..

and find someone who will treat me with all his/her heart..

and never leave me no matter what happens..

or maybe this kind of people had already extinct..

or i'm the one who doesn't want to face the reality that the world is changing??

all i can say to myself is..

STAYSTRONG!

why don't you just leave me on the ground

if you are gonna push me back down from the top over and over again

right after every time you pick me up?

my body is full of scars and injuries now..

if you continue doing this again and again..

i might die..

everything is up-to-the-side-to-the-down

can't wait for sem break..

need a long break so badly..

STUDY!

FINAL'S AROUND!

STRESSSSSSS!!

started to listen back to the songs that once bring so much tears..

recently..

i have..

been learning how to let go..

been learning how to live for myself..

been learning how to stay strong..

been learning that the world might not be as simple as you think..

from now on..

i'm gonna expect nothing and just take what i have..

=)

有时候，

想回曾经的一切，

会怀疑， 也很疑惑，

我们真的曾经那么好过吗？

曾经那么相信也那么珍惜的东西，

但说变就变了，

就好像梦一样，

一张开眼睛，

一切都回到了原点。

听说的东西很多，

但始终在相信自己执着的一切，

其实自己每天都在自欺欺人。

“我以为”这三个字听到厌倦了。

不去想，就一定没事吗？

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还是要幸福

just got back from Port Dickson..

had a very fun trip with these people..

♥

will be back with more photo updates..

=X

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开心了，

笑了，

只是一个人时还是会想起你的一点一滴`。

朋友们，谢谢

有你们在身旁真好，

我就快熬过来了

=）

now the only thing left is to confess everything to my mum.. =)

hy-to-the-per-to-the-max day yo!

23.10.11

a late post..i know..

have been neglected my blog for quite some times..

it was an awesome outing with the girls!

hee..

had lots of fun that day..

The Birthday Girl! ♥

Like this picture much! ♥

sorry..kinda lazy to blog..

just a little update.. =)

I will be okay..

把脚踩的比想象中深了

这心痛的感觉还真的是第一次

从没想过原来我也有这么一天

这几天勉强的笑

真的好累

把自己伤得那么重

真的不知道如何面对爸爸和妈妈

那天接到那通电话

真的好害怕

幸好他没事

sometimes i really wanna tell myself that..

everything is over..

but the more i try to forget..

the more i remember..

and the more it get hurts..

got back my ME result today..

there was a moment where i really about to tear down..

it wasn't the marks i expected..

two more test coming in the next two days..

i don't know whether i could handle it..

i'm really scared that i will let my parents down..

i have been working really hard last semester..

just to let them know that..

i'm independent enough to live on my own and work hard for my future..

i really don't want them to worry about me anymore..

one day..the happy me will be back again.. :)

really happy that i have you guys in my life..

seeing you guys..

at least i have a reason to smile..

you guys are like my backbones now..

without you guys..

i would have collapse..

终有一天我会告诉自己

“一些人, 只能做过客. 一些事, 只能当记忆”

然后开开心心的过我的生活

有时候真的要相信奇迹

虽然它不常有