FML Day 5

so tomorrow's plan somehow got postponed to saturday..

FML..

should have find out about it earlier..

so i could have another plan..

pfftttt..

mummy always have her way to make my day better ♥

feels like an idiot right now..

=.=

just 10 mins before that..

told my friend not to think too much..

but..

i guess now i should tell that to myself..

it's the matter of whether you have the heart or not..

no one can stop you if you really want to do it..

i guess i know where i belong now..

started to miss these people ♥

因为失眠

看了你以前的东西

发现原来每个微笑的背后都是泪水

Day Four ❤

oops..looks like i have missed day three..

so today is Hari Raya..

Hari Raya PEOPLE! =)

so went to open house today..

the place was damn lots of people..

crowded like shit..

hahah..

well..there's something that got me really pissed..

but i think it's not a good idea to blog about..

so i'm gonna keep it to myself..

can't wait for thursday!! ❤

You can never have a better tomorrow and brighter future if you don't stop thinking about yesterday's problems

there are some people that are destined to meet each other..

but not destined to be together..

是你的，永远都是你的

不是你的，不管你怎么挣，怎么抢，也都不会属于你

但因为固执，所以还在期待着

Second Day ❤

so it's the second day of sem break..

went to bazaar today..

but maybe because it's second last day..

so only left a few stall selling.. =(

but atleast get to eat my fried cempedak.. =)

so i'm currently watching the City Hunter..

it's pretty nice actually..

the main actress is really really really F.pretty..

ParkMinYoung

she's just so perfect..

big eyes, sharp nose, nice chin, sweet smile, fair skin..

everything is so nice..

plastic surgery do make people look perfect.. =X

the main actor..hot sial.. =)

isn't he cute..hahah..

one thing i like about him is..

his SMILE ! ❤

LeeMinHo ❤

till then

GOODNIGHT ❤

First Day ❤

i don't know what hell is wrong with me..

i just couldn't fall asleep..

pffttt..

thought that i can have a nice rest after coming back to home..

but somehow it makes no different..

finally get a break from stress (Y).. =)

so today was my first day of sem break..

i meant yesterday..

have been out for whole day and had a bad headache..

sick~~

i don't know what's the plan on Tuesday..

but i just can't wait for it..

tee-hee.. =)

actually i just realised that i'm not good in communicating with people..

can't believe right?

i guess the picture tells everything.. =X

had a talk with my mom..

and i realised that she is getting older and older..

her wrinkles are getting more and more..

or maybe i hasn't been seeing her for quite awhile..

i really hope that i can graduate faster..

so that i could start earning money.. and bring her to korea for vacation..

my mom and i are korea fans..

;D *wink*

hahah..

so pray hard and study hard..

hopefully 3 years could pass by in a blink of eyes.. =)

p.s can't wait for the meet up.. ❤

will try to update blog everyday..

stay tuned.. =)

chaozz~~

AWESOME!

INSOMNIA AGAIN!

=(

好像因为我们的自私而害了你

对不起

Back to Reality

So..just finish finals..

Quantitative Studies..

still the worst enemy..

i actually have not enough time for double check..

pffttt..

just hope that i have no silly mistakes..

Accounting..

was okay to me..

but i know i won't hit my target..

Microeconomics..

study till my brain explode..

thanks to aaron who came to me last minute..

and had a last revision done nicely.. =)

all i can say is..

the chances of getting 4.00GPA seem to be so so so little..

haih..

but who cares..IT'S SEM BREAK!!

gonna play as much as possible before the next sem starts.. ;D *wink*

so this is the end of my first semester..

time passes pretty fast..

in just 3 months time..

i see a lot, learn a lot, gained a lot and had lots of lots of fun..

did so many crazy things that i never thought of..

specially that day..

watched horror movie outside the "hunted" block during the month of ghost festival..

i didn't know that i would agree to watch it there..

well..thanks to you..what a great experience..HAHAH..

i just realize that..

people may not be as strong as you see..

behind every smile..there is pain..

somehow..

i see my shadow in you..

the stubbornness..

but you're way stronger than me..

i never know that you were actually someone who have your own thoughts..

that can make you to do such a thing..

once again..i shouldn't have judge a book by its cover..

and in every words you wrote there..

i felt the sadness and hardship in your life..

and you do deserve a better person..

so don't stop searching..=)

and i wanna say..

thanks for existing in my life..

i had learned so much from you without realizing it..

thank you♥

so..

that 12 days wasn't that easy..

i guess that was the reason for my mood swing..

i just couldn't stop expecting and waiting..

but every expectation turns out to become a disappointment..

maybe i shouldn't have expecting anything..

i should had knew it earlier..

just the stubbornness of mine pulls me back from facing the reality..

CAN'T WAIT TO GET HOME!!

MISS MY BED SO MUCHIE ♥

AND OF COURSE..

MISS TALKING TO MOM.. ='(

kinda happy when heard what you said about me..♥

never knew that i actually have a spot in your heart.. =)

insomnia kills..

wow!

look at the time..

it's 4:12 AM..

weee~~my birthday..hahah..

i guess i'm kinda crazy now..

so just ignore me..

now looking at my roommate burning midnight oil for her test tomorrow..

STRESS!

my panda eyes..=P

i'm hungry again..

but i got nothing to eat..

=(

SAMPAT SAI!!!! IWANTFOOD!!!!!!

从今天起我要好好珍惜身边的人♥

it's 1:39 A.M now..

but i still can't fall asleep..

feel like calling someone..

but i don't know who to call..

keeping everything from falling apart

i'm currently having my finals now..

but i don't have the mood to study..

there are so many things that bother me recently..

ever since i started my college life in KL..

i started to became someone who think a lot..*sam luo luo luen*..hahah..

i'm not sure whether it's a good thing or not..

but i think that explain the insomnia i faced recently..i guess..

so sem break is coming soon..heheh..

i'm suppose to be excited..

but to be prank..i'm not..

i wanna go back to place where i feel safe and meet up with all my beloved friends..

but i know somehow i'm gonna miss my life in KL...

and another thing..

i'm afraid that things might change after that 3 weeks..

i'm afraid to start everything all over again..

but no matter what..

PEOPLE!

thanks for being my friends for these 3 months.. =)

especially that tall crazy "sissy" senior,Mr Long Pants and also "Mopping"..for being so patient to us and help us in our studies..hope you guys won't run away from us on the next sem.. =X

and of course all the peoples that had been so good to me..

giving me all the memories that i will never forget..♥

and you..i don't why i actually can be that ME that night..

crying in front of you like we have known each other so well..

thanks for bringing me laughter and crazy memories in the past 3 months..

and thanks for being the place where i can pour out all my feelings, speak out all the things that got me pissed off..

and most important we have the same thought..sort of..hahah..

hope you remember what you promised me.. ♥

and also you..stay strong ya..

we should always look at bright side..no matter how much we got hurt..

who's life is perfect?

there must be ups and downs in our life..and that's the reason why we called it LIFE..

sometimes expectation will only bring us disappointment..

and of course the more we expect the more we get hurt..

stay happy ya..hope to see a "happier" you in the next sem.. ♥

and YOU!! something went wrong to you recently that i can sense..

but i don't know how to help you..

i don't wish to see you trying to "hurt" yourself again..

and it's been awhile since i talked to you..

lies doesn't make things better..

really hope that we get a chance to talk about it..

and really hope you do did your best in the finals..♥

错觉原来也可以是一种幸福

但那始终是错觉

FEEL LIKE BANGING MY HEAD TO THE WALL..

FML..

=.=

감사합니다
=)

후앙 루이 민 =)

EXAM IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER..
AND I'M STILL NOT READY FOR IT..

*BANG MY HEAD TO THE WALL*

wish everything will remain like this forever.. =)