Thursday, August 25, 2011

Back to Reality

So..just finish finals..
Quantitative Studies..
still the worst enemy..
i actually have not enough time for double check..
pffttt..
just hope that i have no silly mistakes..
Accounting..
was okay to me..
but i know i won't hit my target..
Microeconomics..
study till my brain explode..
thanks to aaron who came to me last minute..
and had a last revision done nicely.. =)

all i can say is..
the chances of getting 4.00GPA seem to be so so so little..
haih..
but who cares..IT'S SEM BREAK!!
gonna play as much as possible before the next sem starts.. ;D *wink*

so this is the end of my first semester..
time passes pretty fast..
in just 3 months time..
i see a lot, learn a lot, gained a lot and had lots of lots of fun..
did so many crazy things that i never thought of..
specially that day..
watched horror movie outside the "hunted" block during the month of ghost festival..
i didn't know that i would agree to watch it there..
well..thanks to you..what a great experience..HAHAH..


i just realize that..
people may not be as strong as you see..
behind every smile..there is pain..
somehow..
i see my shadow in you..
the stubbornness..
but you're way stronger than me..
i never know that you were actually someone who have your own thoughts..
that can make you to do such a thing..
once again..i shouldn't have judge a book by its cover..
and in every words you wrote there..
i felt the sadness and hardship in your life..
and you do deserve a better person..
so don't stop searching..=)
and i wanna say..
thanks for existing in my life..
i had learned so much from you without realizing it..
thank you


so..
that 12 days wasn't that easy..
i guess that was the reason for my mood swing..
i just couldn't stop expecting and waiting..
but every expectation turns out to become a disappointment..
maybe i shouldn't have expecting anything..
i should had knew it earlier..
just the stubbornness of mine pulls me back from facing the reality..


CAN'T WAIT TO GET HOME!!
MISS MY BED SO MUCHIE
AND OF COURSE..
MISS TALKING TO MOM.. ='(



kinda happy when heard what you said about me..
never knew that i actually have a spot in your heart.. =)

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