can't wait to leave everything behind

HELLO PEEPS!
sorry for the dead blog..
just started college..
college life was way better than what i thought..
maybe because it was only the orientation week..
ohh..i even met back with my primary friends..heheh.. =)

good to know that people in tarc was really friendly especially the seniors.. =)
this week was so freaking busy..
woke up at 6 or 7 for almost everyday..sigh..
daddy actually took 3 days off just to fetch me to college..aww..love ya ♥

so today i took LRT back home..
and guess what..
i saw two korean guys in the LRT..
i'm not really sure whether they are korean or not but they do look like one..
but it kinda creepy when they actually took out their camera and start taking our photo..
i was like WTH..
so i was trying to look somewhere else and non stop moving to avoid from being captured..
haha..smart huh?
F.Y.I i'm not perasan..i'm serious..
then maybe because they fail to take a single photo..
so they actually take videos..it was like so freaking obvious man..haha..
but they are actually quite good looking though.. =X

well..
back to something really emo..
feels kinda disappointed..
NO! i didn't misunderstand or what..
try thinking back what you said to me on the phone..
you say he's afraid that you might get cheated..
but who are the one who told you about it..who are the one who wanted you to join..
ME!
so when you put everything together is sounds like..
"dont join..she might trying to cheat you" =.=

and you say that i hurt you?
but you never know how much you had hurt me before..
remember i asked you to go out on facebook?
you say your parents don't allow..(maybe because you went out too many times i guess)
so i asked you to tell your parents that you are going with me..
i was thinking since your parents know me..
so probably they would allow..
but you actually told me that you had say that to your parents for lots of time d..
which means that when you go out with him..your parents think that you are going out with me..
but i was thinking since you already using my name to go out..
have you ever thought of really wanna go out with me..maybe for only ones?
NO! i don't think so..
i can see your blog that you actually went out with him for more than 10 times.
in that 10 times..have you ever thought of just one day maybe we can go somewhere to have a drink?
is it so hard to just leave a day for your friends?
do you know how i feel?
it's like stabbing a knife deep into my heart..