passed by..

OMG!!
blog dead like shit..
trials in another 5 days..
GG!!
well.. two weeks of holidays was just a mess..
non stop ffk people.. =)
basketball plan just kept on delaying..

well..
i planned a secret mission..
right after SPM..
hopefullly it will goes well as i wish..
and hopefully it is not out of my budget..

will not be blogging till trials..

stay tunned..

it's hard to believe people that had lied to you..

especially the hypocrites..

...

it's the 4th time from midnight now..
every time when i let my mind free..
it's just drop automatically..
and i don't know why..
i couldn't control it anymore..
music just making it worse..

woke up early in the 4..
just makes me realize that..
things never goes as what we wish..
we cant control what is in others mind..
but i'm still not gonna change who i'm suppose to be..
maybe i should just take his advice..
and stop doing some other useless stuffs..

now you can say whatever you want..
i'm not gonna do anything..

cant wait till friday!! =)

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i was so close to call you that day..
i know you are willy to hear my complaints..
but it would be the biggest mistake if i do so..

HUMANS ARE UNPREDICTABLE!!!

Take time to realize..
That your warmth is crashing down on in..
Take time to realize..
That I am on your side..
Didn't I tell you..

boy..it's your answer..

ohh well..
long time didn't update blog already..
so..here i am..=)

i'm gonna blog something about god..
so if you are sensitive in this type of issue..
i think you should leave this page now or just skip this post..
everything was just my point of view..



well..
the previous week..
a friend of mine asked me something..
"when you are in trouble, who will you look for?"
my answer is my parents..
then he asked..
"what about god?? why don't you find god?"
that time i don't know how to explain it..
now..
i guess i could explain it..
when god invented us..
god has also decided what kind of life we will go through..
who will we met..
and obviously..
the problems that we are gonna face..
if by finding for god can solve problem..
then the problems that god wanted us to face was just nothing..
everything happen for a reason..
maybe god want us to be more mature and appreciate everything we had..
maybe by looking for god..
we can find peaceful..
but problem that we face are mend to be solve by us..our own..

i'm not the person who really believe in god for 100%..
i do believe but not 100%..
i think no matter what happen..
we should continue our life..
live without regrets..
and face the tomorrow that will never come..

babe stay strong..
no matter what happened..
you will never alone..
=)

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i'm gonna be ok..

just got back from volleyball..
we lose like shit..
haha..
but i wasn't really sad or disappointed..
cause all of them were school team..
i know this is just an excuses..
just comforting myself..
but my mom..
she teased me.. =(

thanks to volley ball..
my hand seriously bengkak like shit now..
haha..

look at the differences..

Forgetting..

well..
today was open day..
parents couldn't attend since they were busy with their work..
but still i went to school..
babe went too so are charles..
haha..
thanks for the drink.. =)
owe you one..

guess what??
i just heard the biggest joke ever..
i don't know whether you read my blog or not..
but i wanna tell you that..
it wasn't because i like him..
it's because i don't like you..
so stop thinking about THAT!!

sun is shining again..

i'm totally in good mood now..

thanks alot TOBIAS n PETER..

what a nice experience i have today..

it's fun larr..

count me in next time if you guys plan to do it again..

=)

walking towards the pass..

currently in mood swing..
don't ask me why..

because i wasn't in mood..
so..
i started to think back every single memories i have..
i'm gonna say i love my form 1 n 3's life the most..
in form 1..
i used to skipped classes almost everyday..
yea everyday for basketball..
that time..
everyone was like still innocent..
so nothing much happen..
everyday was a happy day to me..

until when i was form 2..
parents forced me to go for tuition classes..
due to my bad results..
so form 2..
most of my time was spent in studies..

until when i was form 3..
i met a special person..
who i share my secrets with..
and of cause the best guy i knew so far..
telling me everything about him n his "girlfriend".. =X
i miss the time where we fight for little things and ended it up with laughter..
then when i came to form 4 n 5..
things doesn't goes smoothly..
maybe because SPM was on the way..
and so..
STRESS..i can say it was the thing which is following everyone..


time passes really fast..
sometimes i was tired of smiling..
smiling in front of people when i wasn't in mood..
i tried to not smile..
and do everything according to my mood..
but there comes the criticism..
sometimes it's hard to find people who really understand you..
knowing what you need without you saying..

if only i could record my pass..my memories..
i wish i could delete the part i dislike..
and continue my life like nothing happen..

walking around in the middle of no where..
and i just found out that things happen..
when i wasn't around..