I will be okay..

把脚踩的比想象中深了

这心痛的感觉还真的是第一次

从没想过原来我也有这么一天

这几天勉强的笑

真的好累

把自己伤得那么重

真的不知道如何面对爸爸和妈妈

那天接到那通电话

真的好害怕

幸好他没事

sometimes i really wanna tell myself that..

everything is over..

but the more i try to forget..

the more i remember..

and the more it get hurts..

got back my ME result today..

there was a moment where i really about to tear down..

it wasn't the marks i expected..

two more test coming in the next two days..

i don't know whether i could handle it..

i'm really scared that i will let my parents down..

i have been working really hard last semester..

just to let them know that..

i'm independent enough to live on my own and work hard for my future..

i really don't want them to worry about me anymore..

one day..the happy me will be back again.. :)

really happy that i have you guys in my life..

seeing you guys..

at least i have a reason to smile..

you guys are like my backbones now..

without you guys..

i would have collapse..

终有一天我会告诉自己

“一些人, 只能做过客. 一些事, 只能当记忆”

然后开开心心的过我的生活

有时候真的要相信奇迹

虽然它不常有

MUST DO LIST! (by 2011)

1.) get myself into bed before 12am!*

2.) do my tutorial homework!

3.) pay attention during lecture class!

4.) get distinction in coursework!

5.) cut down weight till 45kg!

6.) treat everyone good!

7.) laugh sincerely everyday!

8.) no more crying to bed!

9.) no more EMOMO!

错过了, 就难回头

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我们都怕痛

i'm officially sick

October is really not my month..

bad things happen almost everyday..

and it's gonna be a really hectic month to me..

assignments, presentations, homeworks, meetings, events..

i just need a moment to take a breathe..

i'm looking forward for the 10 of October..

i wish that something nice would happen that day..

some of you might not understand why..

but just so you know..

in the past two months on the 8th August and also 9th September..

there is this special person who made my day when things doesn't goes well..

i hope this month will be the same too.. =)

陪我度过疯狂时期的朋友好像只是个过客罢了

那时幼稚就把所有的一切当真

但别人只是视我为理所当然

只能说自己太执着

你送来的药

谢谢你

很感动一下

让我觉得至少还有人会关心我

真的很谢谢你

还有你

谢谢你问候的关心

虽然只是短短的几句话

但却很温暖

真的很高兴你们出现在我的生活里

虽然认识不算久

但一起留下的回忆也不少吧

=)

you had changed..

i really don't wanna believe it when my friend told me..

i choose to believe you..

but what you did was..

you choose to lie to me..

well..

it's your choice..

and i have no rights to angry at you or whatever..

just to let you know..

i don't wanna care anymore..

if you still wanna continue with your whatsoever acting..

go ahead..

i won't pull you back anymore..

Talk to Me

college just started for a week..

i realize that the subject for this semester are getting tougher compare to the previous one..

and we even have IT class..

i hate computer stuff man..

hopefully i can get through it..

anyway..my results released yesterday..

got higher than what i expected.. =)

but i really do wish that i could hear something nice from parents..

just once it's enough..

sometimes i really didn't like getting attention..

i don't know what kind of expression should i give..

and it's awkward sometimes..

it might also give people a bad impression if i gave the wrong expression..

being low profile is something i prefer more.. =)

and boy..

thank god that you got a good results too..

if not i'm gonna feel guilty for the rest of my life..

anyway..

thanks for being such a good patience tutor.. =)

so since it was semester break few weeks back..

many of my friends get to go back to hometown..

so which means that souvenir! ;D

koropok udang from WEI XIN

pineapple tart from MOH PIN

FOOD..me likey.. =)

i dunno why recently i kept forget things..

it's like i got short term memory..

i actually left my phone on the canteen tables..

luckily there was this couple who found it and passed it to the office..

thank you so much..

and of course YuYan..thanks for accompany me all the way back to hostel..

you guys will be blessed.. =)

besides..i also forgot to bring my room key out..just yesterday..

thought that my key was lost..

and if my friends wasn't with me last night..

i think i do left my textbook and a small box of things on the canteen again..

and just today..

i forgot to bring my hangers along when i went to wash my clothes..

i dunno what's wrong with me recently..

feel so lost and mood-less..

it's like everything doesn't seems to go well..

and i feel weird and insecure all the time..

FML..

anyway..

was suppose to go for a movie on Monday..

i'm sorry that i couldn't make it.. =(

hopefully we can go out together again someday.. =)

till then..

kthxbai.

I'll Be Back

going back to KL tomorrow..

CAN'T WAIT! ;D

gonna go for more shopping and lepaking the whole day tomorrow..

tee-hee..

can't wait to see kawan i.. =)

so..results will be release on the 21st..

DAMN! i smell stressssss..

i know there tons of assignments, presentations and test are waiting for me..

gonna be real busy soon..

FML

will be back soon =)

Forgive the people who've hurt you or brought you down..

because without them you'll never be able to learn..

his quote.. =)

Two is better than One ♥

12 SEPT 2011

got invited to the mid-autumn party by Fang Yee..

actually it wasn't what i expected..

but it wasn't that bad as well.. =)

so..sit bus alone to pyramid to meet up with Ting Hui..

Ms.Lonely ♥

reached pyramid and headed for some food hunting! =P

and got myself a slice of secret recipe cake..

OMNOMNOM ♥

the oreo cheese cake ♥

then meet up with Fang Yee and off we go to the Amway HQ.. =)

yessie..she's that small size as you see from the photo.. =)

Ting Hui's on the stage =P

spot me on the right corner beside that guy who wore hat.. ;D

didnt get to play with candles this year..

miss my brother so much.. =(

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14 SEPT 2011

watched Nasi Lemak today..

guess what i found from the facebook??

the government actually didn't want to approve this movie..

one of the reason is actually because more than 50% of this movie is in chinese..

WTF

some more got one even say that the movie is not based on the ONE MALAYSIA concept just because the movie is more in mandarin..

WTF WTF!

so the ONE MALAYSIA movie must have more than 50% malay la?!

SWT to the max weii..

anyway..these are the video about how namewee tries to get government's help in producing the movie..

got one thing i sibeh beh tahan is that was this auntie sitting beside me..

she was talking all the way throughout the whole movie and laugh really really loud when there's nothing to laugh..

imagine the whole cinema was in silent but with only her laughter..

=.=

me and YeeLeng was looking at each other with a swt face..

hahah..

anyway..went to GeorgeTownWhiteCoffee for FOOD!

ate cendol..but the taste wasn't as good as the roadside one.. =X

ma sister ♥

ignore the blurness..look at her shirt so cool weii.. "FAITHBOOK"

meet the DUMB and the DUMBIE =P

current profile picture ♥

just in case you miss me.. =P

after getting our tummy full..

we went and walk around and we came to Brand Outlets..

there was this hat that caught my eyes..

so i pull YeeLeng to take a picture..

then the salesperson saw us and stop us..

and i guess that's the reason why the photo look kinda blur and me with my weird face..

hahah..

but still i like this photo so much.. ♥

i shall get this hat one day! =)

IPhone!! nahh..not mine.. =(

i dunno why but i love this shirt so much.. =D

YeeLeng gave this to me ♥

just few hours back..

the whole USJ 4 area was blackout..

luckily it was raining that time..

Since i didn't get to play candles during the Mid-Autumn..

so here's my chance..=P

(i sound so childish)

i found it lame to play alone and at indoor some more..

so i went to living room and talk to my parents..

i kinda like blackout since it get our family to gather together and talk..

i love teasing them.. ♥

heheh..

i got a very bad habit..

which is i always see things in in my own way..

i believe what i believe..

no matter what people tell me about what you say might be a lie..

i will still choose to follow my heart..

p.s i'm localize now ;D

你不知道的事

【外表活泼内心孤僻的人会做的事】
1、手机不离身；
2、对待不同的人有不同的性格；
3、从小懂得很多道理；
4、有时候很神经 有时候很镇静；
5、会因为别人一句话伤心 但不会被发现；
6、安慰很多人 但自己却没人安慰；
7、会怀念从前 讨厌现在；
8、有时候会笑的没心没肺 有时却很沉默。

got 6 out of 8..

FML

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