I LOVE HER!!!

just got back from pizza hut with shu yi yong..

shu yi told me that she was suppose to go out with heng xiong but he got flight..

so me as her best friend.. ;) *wink* suggested to go pizza hut.. heheheh..

photos will be upload next time since my connection sucks like shit..

CANT WAIT FOR TIME SQUARE!!!!!!!!!!!!
TEE-HEE

down into the drain..

how do you define a friend?? a real true friend??
why they can actually talked bad about you behind and act like nothing happen??
WHY??
or they just want people to think that we are really close but the truth is.. we are not..
what's the point of all this..
can't you tell me in my face like what problem i had..
yes..i know..i might be angry at that time..
but when i cool down and recall everything..
i might realize that it's my fault.. *but not all the time*
we will still get back together.. *don't you think so??*
it would be better than hearing it from other's mouth that you actually talked bad about me behind..
and now what you did is push all the blames to me without thinking what you did..
when i hear what you said about me from my friends..
what i did was just cursing you.. *i know i'm mean but i believe that is what others will do too*
and what you did has make me take a step away from you..
i never go straight to you to confront it..
cause i know you will never admit it..
and why not i just act like i never hear anything and see how everything goes..

at beginning where i started to get closer to you..
i really treated you as a good friend..
but as time passes..
and when i actually realize what had happen behind me..
i was like FUCK!!
so now who's the one who acting like a bitch..
who's the one who had betrayed our friendship at first..

you cant say that i mm song you just because i didn't smile at you..
come on..
who smiles all the time..
everyone has their own mood..
face problem??
i was born like that..
when i don't smile..that's how i look..
a true friend will never ask for their friends to change..
they accept the way they are..

this is my true colours..
i smile when i like..and i don't when i'm not in a good mood..
if i hate someone..i bet that person will knows it..and i will never try to cover it..
because i know i will feel bad for putting a fake smile all the time..
this is who i am..if you like it just take it..if you don't like it you can just walk away..

i know i have lots of attitude problems too..
i mean like who's perfect??
everyone got both good and bad in their attitude and personalities.. kan??

i'm not hoping for anything now..
cause i know it's hopeless..

just the way you are

spm is gonna end in another 2 weeks time..
which means that holidays are gonna start soon..
i wanna work...
but i'm doing braces next year and i will be pack with dentist appointment...
and so i got no time to work..
but i gott damn lot of stuffs to buy..
sigh..
and i really really need a personal laptop..
so i can keep all my photos and files without getting brother to delete it..pffft..
i'm gonna find my own way to get a lappiie myself.. =)

and i need a new phone too..
i was suppose to use the nokia N73 but my brother took it.. =(
so i'm actually using my friend's phone for now..
GAHHHH!!!
i want a phone like blackberry..
i like the keypad..

but somehow..i prefer nokia more.. =)

daddy..
i hope you are reading this now..
i really want a phone so badly..
and i had been study really really really hard for spm..
so PLEASE DADDY!!!! *with my big eyes blinking*
=)

what to do?? tell me!!!

should i change my future??

should i go for nursing instead of accounting??

hmm...

i dislike it..

OMG!!
accounts isn't as easy as what i thought..
somehow i still manage to finish everything..
at least an A PLEASE!!!!!!!

anyway..
i don't why..
i just got a bad mood out of sudden..
maybe because of accounts..
or too much of pressure from parents..
since i never get a B in my accounts before..
they do put high hopes for that..
hoping me for an A+??
haih..
sorry if i let you down...

tell me if it was me..
just don't hide it anymore..

Happy To Get Rid of You and You!! =)

guess what..
i'm still at siau's house now working hard for our ACCOUNTS!!!!
and at the same time trying to curi tulang blogging here..
but we are still gonna get a flying colours in our spm..YEAH!!!

but leanne left earlier.. ='(
I WILL MISS LEANNE WHEN SHE GO TO HELP.. =) *don't ever try to forget us*
and our Ms shu yi yong came late..ARRRHHhhhh
thanks to MR.WONG!! =X
SIAU SIAU SIAU..
a very good of her..
you know.."da xiu jie"..actually cook for us.. =)

i realise that my life are SO WONDERFUL lately..
maybe the bitches in my life had left..
from today onwards i'm not gonna blog about the bitches anymore..
because..they will pollute my blog.. ;) *wink*
they are not worth for me to make them "popular"..
heheheheh..


but before i end this post..
i got a question..
why the bitches know that i was talking about them at the first place..
WAIT!! they stalked me?? woooo...i thought they call me stalker for stalking them..but they do stalk my blog..yeahhhhh..i know la you guys still care bout me..wanted to know hows my life going on..haih..dont la do stuff behind next time..ask me straight ma.. =)

BUT, i wanted to tell the bitches..

PLEASE DONT STALK MY BLOG!!!

will be back for more..
till then..

*To Siau,
thanks for the laptop..
♥♥♥

i see the true colours..wooo..

HALOOOOO PEOPLE!!!
i'm so happy today and i have a good sleep yesterday..
feeling really good today..
gonna start practicing my account soon..

but i got a question in my mind..
aren't blog suppose to be read by people..
the purpose of making a blog is to share your stories with your friends or maybe someone you dont know..
but there is this bitch calling people a stalker cause people view her blog..
damn wathafuck kan??
if you are so scared that people will stalk you..you may delete your blog or make it private..
yea..a private blog.. only loner will do that..everyday syok sendiri viewing your own blog..
haih..sad-ness..

now i realise why your ex-school mates actually hates you..
i pity you at the beginning when you told us bout it..
but now..
when all your true colours came out...
i started to pity the ex-school mates..
chesseeeeeee...got cheated at the beginning..but not too late to find out the true..
=)

but the good thing now is..
spm is ending soon..*get what i mean kan* =)

I CAN'T WAIT FOR SHOPPING!!!

and

GENTING & PULAU REDANG!!! I'm ON MY WAY!!!!!!! =)

I LOVE MY LIFE!! =)

I'M FREAKING HAPPY TODAY MAN!!! HAHAHAH

SPECIAL THANKS TO SOMEONE..no need me to mention your name horrr..

i actually realise that many people actually care about what i wrote and concern about what happen to me..feel good to have these friends around me.. =) this is what you call a true friend..friends that concern and never leave you.. =) I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! ♥♥♥

twister twisting

OMG!!
really get addicted to bruno mars recently..
he got a sexy voice.. =)


this mv is seriously sad..

Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked

it's going to end..

pffft..
after so long..
finally i get to update my blog..

SPM's lifeless..
i'm merdeka now..
only left economics and accounts..
which i think i can handle it.. ;) *wink*

and guess what..
i got 32 out of 40 question correct for sejarah..
it's the historical moment man..
as i remember..
i never get more than 25 question correct..
heheheheh..
and science too..
i got 40 question out of 50 correct..
heheheheh..
all my dark circle and eyebags are worth for it..

well..
so many things happened recently..
if only you could understand..
i really value what we have..

if only this world don't have a single bitch..
life would be better..