boy..it's your answer..

ohh well..
long time didn't update blog already..
so..here i am..=)

i'm gonna blog something about god..
so if you are sensitive in this type of issue..
i think you should leave this page now or just skip this post..
everything was just my point of view..



well..
the previous week..
a friend of mine asked me something..
"when you are in trouble, who will you look for?"
my answer is my parents..
then he asked..
"what about god?? why don't you find god?"
that time i don't know how to explain it..
now..
i guess i could explain it..
when god invented us..
god has also decided what kind of life we will go through..
who will we met..
and obviously..
the problems that we are gonna face..
if by finding for god can solve problem..
then the problems that god wanted us to face was just nothing..
everything happen for a reason..
maybe god want us to be more mature and appreciate everything we had..
maybe by looking for god..
we can find peaceful..
but problem that we face are mend to be solve by us..our own..

i'm not the person who really believe in god for 100%..
i do believe but not 100%..
i think no matter what happen..
we should continue our life..
live without regrets..
and face the tomorrow that will never come..

babe stay strong..
no matter what happened..
you will never alone..
=)

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i'm gonna be ok..

just got back from volleyball..
we lose like shit..
haha..
but i wasn't really sad or disappointed..
cause all of them were school team..
i know this is just an excuses..
just comforting myself..
but my mom..
she teased me.. =(

thanks to volley ball..
my hand seriously bengkak like shit now..
haha..

look at the differences..

Forgetting..

well..
today was open day..
parents couldn't attend since they were busy with their work..
but still i went to school..
babe went too so are charles..
haha..
thanks for the drink.. =)
owe you one..

guess what??
i just heard the biggest joke ever..
i don't know whether you read my blog or not..
but i wanna tell you that..
it wasn't because i like him..
it's because i don't like you..
so stop thinking about THAT!!

sun is shining again..

i'm totally in good mood now..

thanks alot TOBIAS n PETER..

what a nice experience i have today..

it's fun larr..

count me in next time if you guys plan to do it again..

=)

walking towards the pass..

currently in mood swing..
don't ask me why..

because i wasn't in mood..
so..
i started to think back every single memories i have..
i'm gonna say i love my form 1 n 3's life the most..
in form 1..
i used to skipped classes almost everyday..
yea everyday for basketball..
that time..
everyone was like still innocent..
so nothing much happen..
everyday was a happy day to me..

until when i was form 2..
parents forced me to go for tuition classes..
due to my bad results..
so form 2..
most of my time was spent in studies..

until when i was form 3..
i met a special person..
who i share my secrets with..
and of cause the best guy i knew so far..
telling me everything about him n his "girlfriend".. =X
i miss the time where we fight for little things and ended it up with laughter..
then when i came to form 4 n 5..
things doesn't goes smoothly..
maybe because SPM was on the way..
and so..
STRESS..i can say it was the thing which is following everyone..


time passes really fast..
sometimes i was tired of smiling..
smiling in front of people when i wasn't in mood..
i tried to not smile..
and do everything according to my mood..
but there comes the criticism..
sometimes it's hard to find people who really understand you..
knowing what you need without you saying..

if only i could record my pass..my memories..
i wish i could delete the part i dislike..
and continue my life like nothing happen..

walking around in the middle of no where..
and i just found out that things happen..
when i wasn't around..

live with no regret..

well today was a bad bad day..

i got a badminton tournament today at wawasan..
yea wawasan..
the place where a memory was created..
time passes so fast..
it's been a year now..

last year was an awesome one..
but this year..
sorry that i'm gonna say it wasn't a good day for me..
i was freaking shit dulan because of some people..
tired konon..HAHA..
damn..

but my teammates did their best..
*Shermaine..Yee Ling.. Shu Yi.. Li Jean.. Katrina.. and of cause ME.. =)

*the I's * will FTW one day.. =)

♥ me likey ♥

looking back how we used to be..
but it's seems to be a past..

we still have to continue our life....
and i'm gonna live with no regrets..

FMW!!!

OMG!!
everyone was talking about NS today in school..
mine was pending..
since i just knew the list came out this morning..
i can hear my heart beating..
until shermaine helped me to check..
thank god..
i tak kena..
woohoo..
hope there will not be another "surprise" for me.. =X

owhh..
my mom actually let me skip tuition for the badminton tournament..
YAY..
wish me luck for tomorrow and if lucky enough for the next day..
=)

another day to remember..

watched eclipse today!!
it was AWESOME!!!
there were so many kissing scene..
it's like every 20 minutes there are 1.. =X
i love the part where the warewolfs bits the vampires..
the sound effects was cool.. =)

babe =)

shermaine was too excited for the movie.. =)

the tickets..

after movie was lunch time..
so headed to sushi king AGAIN..
since babe got the voucher..

in the sushi king.. =)



me likey this..



shu yi was trying to cover her fats.. =X



wasabi was GREAT..

well..
i saw this trailer in facebook..
and i found it funny..
i wanna watch it..
it's like super funny.. =)

TAGGED

1. Do you like chinese food?
- duhh..especially pork =X

2. How big is your bed?
- Queen size.. =)

3. Is your room clean?
- not for the mean time..

4. Laptop or Desktop computer?
- desktop..

6. Do you smoke?
- NEVER!!! * i hate smokers*

7. Does anyone like you?
- do you like me?? i suppose you do.. =)

8. Whats the sexiest thing about Condoleeza Rice?
- apa tu??

10. Sleep with or without clothes on?
- with clothes on..more comfortable.. =)

11. Who sleeps with you every night?
- my blanket..

12. Do long distance relationships work?
- it depends..

13. How many times have you been pulled over by the police?
- none..

14. Pancakes or French Toast?
- pancakes..

15. Do you like coffee?
- mocha.. =)

16. How do you like your eggs?
- boiled egg..

17. Do you believe in astrology?
- not really..but i'll read it..

18. Last person you talked to on the phone?
- daddy..

19. Last person on your missed call list?
- ---

20. What was the last text message you received?
- secrets..=X

21. McDonalds or Burger King?
- McDonald's Mcflurry.. =)

22. Number of pillows?
- 1..

23. Last thing you ate?
- SUSHI!!

24. Last thing you bought?
- pisang goreng??

25. What are you hearing right now?
- need you now by lady antebellum

26. Pick a lyric?
when you're fifteen
Don't forget to look before you fall
I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might who you're supposed to be

27. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
- huh??

28. Can you play pool?
- duhh..i have the best couch ever.. =)

29. Do you know how to swim?
- yeah..but the last time i swim was like 4 - 5 years ago.. =(

30. Favorite ice cream?
- baskin robins.

31. Do you like maps?
- HAHAHAHA

32. Tell me a random fact:
- I LOVE YOU.. =)

34. Ever attend a theme party?
- yeah..a few times..

36. Craziest place you’ve slept after a night of drinking?
- i drank but never get drunk before..

37. What is your favorite season?
- autumn..

38. What is the first music video you ever saw?
- =.= who will remember??

40. Favorite quote:
- be yourself..

41. What is your favorite hangout?
- anywhere..as long i'm not alone.. =)

42. Best friend’s name?
- i'm gonna say there are 4 of them..couldn't mention it.. you people know who you guys are.. =)

43. How long have you known them?
- 2 to 4 years

44. Last time you laughed at something stupid?
- few hours ago..

45. What time did you wake up this morning?
- 8.30a.m

46. Wake up next to anyone?
- nah..i have my own room..

47. Best thing about winter?
- snow..

48. Name a couple of favorite colors:
- black, purple, sky blue, and white.

49. How old are you?
- still enjoying my sexy 17 now.. =)

50. What month is your birthday in?
- APRIL

51. Do you think pirates are cool or overrated?
- no comment.. HAHAHA

53. What are you doing this weekend?
- eat, sleep, watch tv??

54. Who will take this survey?
- how am i suppose to know.. maybe you?? =)