one step do make a different..

i guess the title tells everything..
just came back from MPSJ..
well
I HATE MYSELF!!!
effftttt...
i ran 200m and 4x1oo today..
guess what..
i got 4th for 200..
and i was just a step behind the 3rd..
i end the race with tears..
I HATE MYSELF..I HATE MYSELF!!!
but at least we got 3rd for the 4x100 event..

well..
after 9 years..
FINALLY!! BENDAHARA got 1st...
AARRHHhhhhh..
xD