18/8/09

my heart is totally died..


i found out that u were in class that day..
so i decided to go find u..
but all u do is ignore us..
u rather talk to other ppl then me..
n u just walk away after that without saying a bye..
my mind is totally blank..
i dunno wat to do..
so i just chase u..
but u just say that u wan to sleep..
u talk to me without looking at me..
my heart broke..


after i went home i called u..
but u decline me..
my tears starts to drop..
after a moment we decided to go to ur hse..
hoping that u'll come out..
but i had waited there for an hour half 4 nothing..


at night..
i decided to call u again..
but ur phone is still off..
my tears just drop non stop..
after around half an hour..
i called again..
n finally u pick up the phone..
talking to u wif tears..
but ur sound like dun wan to talk to me..
so i end up saying bye..


the whole night..
i was alone hiding in the blanket with tears..
my hearts is so pain then the injury on my wrist..

i hate myself!!