Friday, December 16, 2011

有时候,
想回曾经的一切,
会怀疑, 也很疑惑,
我们真的曾经那么好过吗?
曾经那么相信也那么珍惜的东西,
但说变就变了,
就好像梦一样,
一张开眼睛,
一切都回到了原点。

听说的东西很多,
但始终在相信自己执着的一切,
其实自己每天都在自欺欺人。

“我以为”这三个字听到厌倦了。

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

不去想,就一定没事吗?

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Tuesday, November 8, 2011

还是要幸福

just got back from Port Dickson..
had a very fun trip with these people..
will be back with more photo updates..
=X


_________________________________________________________________


开心了,
笑了,
只是一个人时还是会想起你的一点一滴`。


朋友们,谢谢
有你们在身旁真好,
我就快熬过来了
=)


now the only thing left is to confess everything to my mum.. =)


hy-to-the-per-to-the-max day yo!

23.10.11

a late post..i know..
have been neglected my blog for quite some times..
it was an awesome outing with the girls!
hee..
had lots of fun that day..



The Birthday Girl!

Like this picture much!



sorry..kinda lazy to blog..
just a little update.. =)

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

I will be okay..

把脚踩的比想象中深了
这心痛的感觉还真的是第一次
从没想过原来我也有这么一天

这几天勉强的笑
真的好累
把自己伤得那么重
真的不知道如何面对爸爸和妈妈

那天接到那通电话
真的好害怕
幸好他没事

sometimes i really wanna tell myself that..
everything is over..
but the more i try to forget..
the more i remember..
and the more it get hurts..

got back my ME result today..
there was a moment where i really about to tear down..
it wasn't the marks i expected..
two more test coming in the next two days..
i don't know whether i could handle it..
i'm really scared that i will let my parents down..
i have been working really hard last semester..
just to let them know that..
i'm independent enough to live on my own and work hard for my future..
i really don't want them to worry about me anymore..



one day..the happy me will be back again.. :)



really happy that i have you guys in my life..
seeing you guys..
at least i have a reason to smile..
you guys are like my backbones now..
without you guys..
i would have collapse..



终有一天我会告诉自己

一些人, 只能做过客. 一些事, 只能当记忆”

然后开开心心的过我的生活


有时候真的要相信奇迹
虽然它不常有

Friday, October 28, 2011

MUST DO LIST! (by 2011)

1.) get myself into bed before 12am!*

2.) do my tutorial homework!

3.) pay attention during lecture class!

4.) get distinction in coursework!

5.) cut down weight till 45kg!

6.) treat everyone good!

7.) laugh sincerely everyday!

8.) no more crying to bed!

9.) no more EMOMO!

错过了, 就难回头



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Wednesday, October 5, 2011

i'm officially sick

October is really not my month..
bad things happen almost everyday..
and it's gonna be a really hectic month to me..
assignments, presentations, homeworks, meetings, events..
i just need a moment to take a breathe..

i'm looking forward for the 10 of October..
i wish that something nice would happen that day..
some of you might not understand why..
but just so you know..
in the past two months on the 8th August and also 9th September..
there is this special person who made my day when things doesn't goes well..
i hope this month will be the same too.. =)


陪我度过疯狂时期的朋友好像只是个过客罢了
那时幼稚就把所有的一切当真
但别人只是视我为理所当然
只能说自己太执着
你送来的药
谢谢你
很感动一下
让我觉得至少还有人会关心我
真的很谢谢你

还有你
谢谢你问候的关心
虽然只是短短的几句话
但却很温暖

真的很高兴你们出现在我的生活里
虽然认识不算久
但一起留下的回忆也不少吧
=)

you had changed..
i really don't wanna believe it when my friend told me..
i choose to believe you..
but what you did was..
you choose to lie to me..
well..
it's your choice..
and i have no rights to angry at you or whatever..
just to let you know..
i don't wanna care anymore..
if you still wanna continue with your whatsoever acting..
go ahead..
i won't pull you back anymore..