will not be blogging till trials..

stay tunned..

it's hard to believe people that had lied to you..

especially the hypocrites..

...

it's the 4th time from midnight now..
every time when i let my mind free..
it's just drop automatically..
and i don't know why..
i couldn't control it anymore..
music just making it worse..

woke up early in the 4..
just makes me realize that..
things never goes as what we wish..
we cant control what is in others mind..
but i'm still not gonna change who i'm suppose to be..
maybe i should just take his advice..
and stop doing some other useless stuffs..

now you can say whatever you want..
i'm not gonna do anything..

cant wait till friday!! =)

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everything seems to be different nowadays..
i was so close to call you that day..
i know you are willy to hear my complaints..
but it would be the biggest mistake if i do so..

HUMANS ARE UNPREDICTABLE!!!

Take time to realize..
That your warmth is crashing down on in..
Take time to realize..
That I am on your side..
Didn't I tell you..

boy..it's your answer..

ohh well..
long time didn't update blog already..
so..here i am..=)

i'm gonna blog something about god..
so if you are sensitive in this type of issue..
i think you should leave this page now or just skip this post..
everything was just my point of view..



well..
the previous week..
a friend of mine asked me something..
"when you are in trouble, who will you look for?"
my answer is my parents..
then he asked..
"what about god?? why don't you find god?"
that time i don't know how to explain it..
now..
i guess i could explain it..
when god invented us..
god has also decided what kind of life we will go through..
who will we met..
and obviously..
the problems that we are gonna face..
if by finding for god can solve problem..
then the problems that god wanted us to face was just nothing..
everything happen for a reason..
maybe god want us to be more mature and appreciate everything we had..
maybe by looking for god..
we can find peaceful..
but problem that we face are mend to be solve by us..our own..

i'm not the person who really believe in god for 100%..
i do believe but not 100%..
i think no matter what happen..
we should continue our life..
live without regrets..
and face the tomorrow that will never come..

babe stay strong..
no matter what happened..
you will never alone..
=)